20.04.23

hi this is my cool and nifty blog page. isn't that cool and nifty. i suppose life could be worse right now, i'm starting to isolate myself less and i've been cooking so much tasty food even though i still haven't done my holiday schoolwork and i go back in less than a week... there is a cat coughing up a furball outside my window rn btw. ummmmm my bf is sending me a gift soon via mail and i can't wait to see what is packed up inside there ^_^ i love getting gifts but i'm so bad at giving them in return, i'm already struggling to come up with something but i'm determined to buy the best thing ever even if it's only small. kinda sucks because i started drinking more often again but it isn't too much so i'm sure it won't become a problem. my bday is in 4 days anyways so i can't be too upset..... my 16 may have not been sweet but my 17 will be i am so serious. maybe in my next entry i'll offer a tasty recipe or something but this is mostly a test entry so. bye :)

21.11.23

ohhhh shit i definitely didn't forget about this site whatsoever.. anyways i'm back to updating so hopefully it'll be finished soon lol i think god looked down on me and told me he wanted ME to die specifically. anyways i'm alive somehow still and the wifey got me a super cute ring and pin btw it arrived like a month or two ago i have no concept of time. recipe NEXT TIME omg i can't be bothered with that rn but i have ideas!! um meow idk i don't have much to say. bye bye